I had often wondered why women cry when they were getting married and I always said I was not the type to do that but I cried at my going away surprise party and I can't even figure out why I did :s. But my closest guess is that it was due to the shock and the fact that I saw most of my friends all in one place. People I didn't even expect to be there were there. They rounded up everyone and I had no idea. I am a really difficult person to fool but I guess the stress and the thoughts of moving have left me too exhausted and overwhelmed to play detective.
The party made me feel loved and made me realize how much change I am about to pass through. I realized that I will miss my life in Toronto. Memories from middle school, high school, college and university(I really didn't do much but they were all memorable stages of my life). My apartments on Fort York, Market street, downtown Toronto movements, different phases I have evolved from, pretty much everything I've known for the better part of my life.....the last 14yrs.
Nostalgia!!!!!
I know I have made it sound as if I'm about to go to war with Hitler but I'm just imagining how great and how disastrous the change could be. Personally, every decision starting 4 years ago have been and will continue to be extremely crucial and critical and must be properly calculated.
~Kdamsel~
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